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I saw you at your worst and I never even fucking thought about leaving you.

my weight gain since losing way too much after having my baby has been a struggle! the weight i lost was all natural (from breastfeeding and eating healthy) and i didn’t even think about my disorder after losing my baby weight but then when the pounds just kept dropping the disorder became more apparent and i realized that there was nothing to grab on too. my disorder has been distorting my mind on the way i look and it’s been whack let me tell ya. but the past couple weeks i’ve been feeling so good about being in my own skin because my mans. like i was going through old pictures from march/april and i looked sickly skinny and my mind has been playing tricks on me, making me think i need to get there again but nothing is ever enough with that mindset so i’m just trying to appreciate the curves i’m getting and honestly it feels so good being happy!! today i sent him some body updates when he was at work and i loved the reply i got. he’s my fav 😭♥️